Thursday, January 10, 2013

In the end the story changes

There is a myth in my family. A myth about who we become in the minds of those left behind when we die. My family makes people bigger than life because there is a little liar in each person in my family, a desire to embellish or make it bigger than it is. It is subtle because I was raised by the smart judgmentals. This was a recipe for solid growth for me. So I decided to think about what would happen if I passed away. From the mother who now tells me, "It is difficult to love you because I know too much about you." Or purposely rejects me when I am in my darkest moments. As much as this sounds like "ouchy" material it is the perfect way for me to feel separation which is what I believe we are here to experience so we can come back to the oneness. She is just playing a role to establish these feelings of rejection and ultimately separation. So I manifest a life that is about "I will never be enough, I am inherently wrong and that no matter what I do, in the eyes of my family, a burden and malicious." So I take this thought about what I've said above and pair it with the passing of my father. Watching the deck of cards shuffle and be dealt. Two people got jokers and they aren't happy. Two people didn't care what hand they were dealt, one retreated and one jumped in to steer the ship. Each noble choices. One sat atop the experience pointing like the highest of the highs, crying when it was appropriate and making all the right moves on the chess board to protect oneself as this one holds the most power on that board. So in my Eulogy, hopeful it is spoken from the heart but in the event it is spoken from the mind, I can bet the words will unfold from this quote from me: "My life is made into great lore from the eyes of my family." All I can really claim is, life is about perception, my perception is I would have signed up for this and I would again. This is living in odd wrapping.

Resistance creates friction, friction creates heat

Yep, the topic is global warming. The place is Earth. This energy experience, meaning Earth, is a place where the law is contrast. The answer is always in the contrast. The law of attraction is about contrast. So if we go back to the ice age, we had dinosaurs, animals who roamed the earth and had low functioning brains. It is possible our current depiction of dinosaurs is off a bit? What if dinosaurs had ipods, meaning they used their intuition to make movement through their lives. Thus, they never separated from their alignment. So if we blast forward to today. The contrast is the age of heat? Why would this be? The human brain has become quite savvy. However, many of us have separated from our alignment with our truth, relying on free-will. Because of this we judge others and ourselves~harshly. This creates resistance and the result is friction which interestingly creates heat. I have no solutions, just an observation I wanted to point out. My speculations center around; we need to ditch free-will, we will all heal and have space for everybody if we stop the resistance and see ourselves and others for the divine beings they and we truly are. Are you going to keep letting fear and resistance stand in your way?