Fear, where did it get you?

For many years I deliberated, held myself back and didn't know who I really was. I went through some difficult times, many years of it in fact. The struggle has impacted my art. Perhaps for shame and fear, I pushed through because what is life without passion? I am currently working on Peace Is Abundant (PIA) which is a teacher, mentor and friend all wrapped in one. It's allowed a platform to express quickly and be prolific with reason. I am an intuitive person, which to me means I am able to see connections in everything around me. Sometimes this ability makes me appear smart or wise because I can see what others cannot. I've found I'm creating Peace Is Abundant in 50 increment blocks. Then in between I am creating vastly different art to Peace Is Abundant. This past fall I see a change in me, a harkening back to a style or expression I worked with in the mid 1990's. Some of us are slow learners! If that's you too my friend, huzzah to us both, if we pick up where we left off. Leaving the past in the past and allowing the future to be the future.

It's me in the mirror

Are people bugging you? Infuriating you? Tune into how you feel when somebody says something to you-good or bad. Take a good sharp look at it because if it is off putting? It means it’s in YOU, in your shadow. While this is not a new concept to my readers, it still is no fun to claim. Why do we want to recognize this? Because the energy right now is about dispelling judgment, cracking open the very essence that is judgment and allowing us to see our role in how we perpetuated judgment. We play one of three roles; the role of the perpetrator (judging others by projecting what we reject about ourselves onto them), the rescuer (trying to care take or insulate the judged, seeing them as incapable of holding their own power) or the power role of the victim (perpetuates the story “they aren’t enough” in order to get others to respond/react). One way to sharpen this skill in yourself and be empowered is to actively be aware of how many excuses you make for yourself (victim). Watch what you say, feel and think about others. You don’t know their situation. (Perpetrator). Where do you want to swoop in to protect others? If what you heard somebody say to another hurts you, it’s yours. Instead staying out of it is a better idea. (rescuer). Compassion to each of you for what you might see in yourselves this week and compassion to me for being willing to do this work also.

Energy Update Mini Self Actualization

If we turn our awareness to our self, what is it that we need to achieve our goals in life? Do the current relationships we hold support these goals? Do we know our goals and if we do not, can we ask ourselves gently to have our spirit reveal to us what we want in life in the coming months, in the coming years? Right now is about an inner journey. We are ultimately self-actualizing. Those of you who are feeling the energy storm are being asked to shift into this actualization. If people are creating situations with resistance what are they mirroring for you? If you can see this you will see where to shift your energy. I think based on the intensity of this work we are not all going through it at the same time. I feel it will come in waves to flesh out the shifting patterns we most resist. Allowing, non-attachment and trusting the process supports our belief in abundance. The perception of abundance is a huge key to our flow over these winter months.

Energy Update "What in the name of all that's good and holy is going on?

“What in the name of all that’s good and holy is going on? I hate to end a sentence in a preposition but in times like this there just is no choice! Ok, hold onto your hats and lets first embrace the gold. The gold of right now is there are small miracles happening right before your eyes. If you look, listen and watch you will see this. You will see zero point manifestation (instantaneous) in action all around you. These manifestations are small bits to a greater whole. Are they huge overarching support to freedom? No. Are they small bridges to ease the gap? YES! Embrace those things, which flowed in to support you came through your intention. If you are not, please stop reading this and set some intention around your wants. Feel the freedom inside from receiving this type of support, then sit back and allow. Asking right now will be supported. In whatever form it is for you connecting to source energy is also a biggie right now. Conversing with the divine is dispelling the old belief we needed an intermediary to do this for us. A minister/priest/prophet/Amy the psychic…WHAT? Make your connection to universal energy/source/God, however you see it, connect. We are still bridging the gap to self-love. Many of us are finding old patterns resurfacing and creating mental chaos. Let go. Our only choice is in choosing oneself. If we are in relationship with others who are holding us back or keeping us stuck perpetuating patterns, which defeat us, we need to let go. If we can within these relationships alter our course, release ourselves from judgment and non-serving beliefs we can reset the course of this relationship. In career, slow-down, evaluate what serves you. Drop what doesn’t. Being at peace right now requires us to advocate for ourselves. To be our own keeper, free from co-dependence, free from self-criticism and self-doubt. If you have a tricky topic on your plate, be quiet with yourself and ask what you want in your life long term. If your current process, career, relationship or situation achieves this, stay the course. If not, make change.

Energy Update: Taking on the Energy of Other People

For years people have told me they pick up the energies of other people. I look at us as responsible for ourselves so that energies are “clinging onto us” has been a challenge to my understanding. However, I was begging the question around this and the answer revealed itself. As children we looked to our parents for cues on what is safe and what is not. There are many studies, which have taken a visual patterned surface and a baby and placed them on it. The child will glance to the parent for cues that it is safe to crawl across this varying visual surface. Based on the parent’s response the child will react and move or stay. This is how parents could play live chess! As we grow older we look for social cueing from our parents. Our parents didn’t always know and maybe had odd rules around this for themselves via their own insecurities. This is where dysfunction comes in. So, if we are unsure about our self? We look to others for social cueing and for how we “fit”. Thus, when we pick up others energies we are looking to others for our validation. (This differs in the place where there is a “Vampire Archetype” or a chronic complainer). Stop looking around and be with you. Many or all of you reading this are empathic and you may see this differently than how I’ve stated it here. I have to stress the tipping point is you are not a victim of the energy of others. You are leaving yourself open to this by trying to size up “what mama thinks of you.” We ultimately seek validation and love from a mother and father figure, something most of us didn’t receive. We can now allow ourselves to love our self fully and replace this need and experience with self-acceptance on all levels. Love you and you’ll be able to love everybody else too!

Energy Update "Inner Child Begone Spray"

What? Ok, so coming out of August and Sept we were dealing with our inner child. I define that simply as the part of us that knows we’re eternal and feels like it can do no wrong (not through arrogance but self love). If you are struggling, ask yourself, “Do I feel like I have the world by the tail?” If not, your inner child needs some excitement in the way of applying your spirit to living. Think of how children run around in an open space, one minute they are a horse, the next they are a pig, then an airplane. This type of flowing creativity is what the child thrives upon. Get it! Don’t know how? Ask, “What would it look like for adult me to have a fulfilled inner child?” Watch for signs. You might be at the grocery store and you think about bowling with canned goods. While you can’t actually act on this, entertain the idea of what it would feel and look like to do so. If you have children of your own, bring them in the mix. My son and I go shopping together and one incentive for him to come with me is that if we hear a young child make sounds we silently mimic what the child would look like while making these sounds. My son and I laugh so hard. It is harmless but very PLAYFUL! We might want our inner child to sit silently, obediently but how about encouraging the inner play in our self to allow both the adult and the child to merge and express? Lastly, to many of you I have said, “In 10 years the reader I’ll be.” I’ve recently felt another layer of reading open to me. I have identified my sweet spot in reading as working with relationships and career. I have found a new tool to look at what people’s true purpose in career is and it is proving amazing results for my clients. If you are struggling with your career, please consider working with me to gain clarity. I think the info has been revealed because it is time for people to step into these rolls. I’ve found for the clients with, which I’ve read around this topic, the guidance on how to get there is as clear as what they are to be doing! The universe has provided simple steps, which are highly attainable for each of these clients. Never underestimate the power of how you word a question! A simple wording change made all of the difference and taught me how to open this specific door more fully. And? It was inspiration from my inner child, from the play within me, which developed the question! A 30 minute reading would be plenty to get solid information about your career. Consider taking me up on the "Gift Certificate" discounted reading as a gift to yourself this holiday season! www.intuitivepathfinder.com

Energy Update "Hang in there People!"

Hang in there people! Experiencing some intensity? Sorry to say some of us just are. There is a cycle coming in (or extended for some) that looks like it will free up in April. I don’t mean to be a downer but this is to ease the hearts of those in the struggle. So if this is you, take a breath! We are being asked to release ourselves from still something, which sticks. The story arc here is about letting go, trusting, non-attachment and putting yourself first. We may have been working a long time toward things and wonder why they still don’t quite take. There is a greater reason for this, which I’ll share in a second. However, our efforts are good if its passion we follow. I know too well the hard work, the effort, the confusion, the bliss and again confusion. If you’ve read with me and dimensionality came up, I had no take on it. However, since then the information has come in and I define dimensionality as ideas beyond what we knew before. It is simply now we have a broader perspective beyond what we could work with in the past. Here’s the rub! This information was taken from the book The Intellegent Heart Transform your life with the laws of love and it states, ”The difficulty with the middle fourth dimensional energy (defined as our ability to understand what we do and think impacts what comes our way-more or less what we understand as the law of attraction) involves a lot of process and very little of it manifests into the 3rd dimensional world. We find ourselves forever working it out, processing it, getting in touch with it, praying about it. We do change our relationship to whatever it is, but that change does not always bring great changes in our lives. Breakthroughs bring us demonstrations but not substantial shifts in real time that are sustainable. This is not the fault of anything that is done at this level. This is the way the energy is structured at the middle fourth dimension. This energy does not easily penetrate the density of the 3rd dimension. Therefore, it takes a lot of work over time to bring the changes into manifestation and often we seem to go one step forward and two steps back. Please not the upper fourth dimension is a place from which it is quite simple to manifest things. In weaker moments, stopping the thinking and saying to your self, “Stay present”. We need to once and for all stop the running mind. One of my friends calls it the “twirling mind”. We may be feeling like we have one foot in a peaceful place among the chaos and one in the anxiety and heat of it. Rise up by allowing space for reflection and release. Remembering this life is a construct for learning and working to see the truth about who you are can satisfy when things get too serious for us in our heads. A quick run through of the coming energy. About the second week of January the energy will shift to what looks a bit like lack. Then we’ll get a reprieve in early February. Honor that shift but know that there is more that’s coming and embracing non-attachment while in this seeming whirlwind is going to serve you as the shift occurs. Later Feb will be a bit dry and March will be trying. However, things open up in April so stop and enjoy life when things are lean, be with YOU! Success is had when we behave like children! It’s like a big snowstorm you can go play in it or resist it.